July 09, 07

Tuesday

I awoke my bowling alley in my home town. Various bowling lanes were lined up against the walls, and be and another fellow were bowling. I had an obstacle in my way which he had not. The bowling computer was in my walking path to bowl, while his was free. He seemed to have a gutter ball when he bowled, and I hit seven pins. I tried to explain to him, I can not bow like this I have no room to walk and build up momentum. He seemed not to care, and I told him that he was being absurd, and I had to move over to a new bowling lane despite his valiant desire for me not to.

It seemed odd, but then I was in a new place. I was a toy of all things. Me and a few toys were standing on this area of land far above the world. I was a little bear of all things. Next to me stood a rat, a penguin, a bird, and I'm fairly certain another toy but it was standing behind me, and as of this moment IWL I am only using visual and audio representation to convey what happened, but in my dreams I have knowledge of what is happening reguardless of if I see it, unfortunately this awareness fades after I awaken, and I am only capable of rememberin that which I made a mental note of during sleep. We had a simple task, to jump off of the platform we were on, and work together not to die as we hit the floor. We were divided into three groups. One was the leader, who dictated where we would be. I was at first in the group in charge of giving us all a slower rate of fall... but it seemed as if a bear whirling a sock to create a helicopter just wasn't enough lol...well granted there was the bird who was going to help...heh. Oh well. So at this point I said, excuse me, but there is a penguin back there, I think he would help the bird better than a bear with a sock. At this point the leader aggreed, and I was moved to the back and the penguin got up further. The group was having doubts about actually doing this, jumping from so high, and on their own, and then after jumping finding eachother in the air, and the leader could tell. The leader jumped off, no warning, to force us to jump as well...if we didn't he would die
I jumped second, and never saw the other members of my toy group again, a side from the leader that is. I was in the air falling, fearful, but then I remembered that I had a parachute like item, that I had thought to small to do anything, but givin my teddy bear size it may have worked, so I used it and it did infact work. As I fell I looked for my group members, and my leader. Unfortunately I could not grab him. Fortunately however though, everyone must have been saved because various helium filled balloons floated up to us. Winnie the pooh even stopped by for a scene or too of us falling down to the ground. When I landed I became a boy in a family. We had a surprise for our mother/father. It was a dog (a lost dog, in this case it was beethoven from that stupid movie series) and we hid his location in a cake, however when the mother went to find the cake, she opened the present and it was a ps2 box....with instructions instead of a cake box. They were lead to the bathroom, where the dogg was taking a bath in the bathtub. after this I woke up.

I also had another dream...but I do not remember much of it. Only that people were being... killed off in a way...it was that they were responsible for their deaths. /sigh I really wish I knew but I don't.


After an afternoon nap, or during whatever....

I was watching a movie dream again.
I am afraid that the conditions weret poor in the room I watched. In total there were 3 people sitting at the poorly lit table. A man, a woman, and another man.
It seemed that two of the people were in binding, the woman in chains tied to the top of the table, restriciting movement, and the man in cuffs, along his wrists. The man was free to move his arms in a manor, while his legs were strongly tied with iron cuffs to his chair. It seemed that he was quite the conspirator, he was fiddling with iron needles that were from his cuffs. Moments that felt like eternity passed, like a heart beat caught still. Then, as if his courage were free, he quickly, and violently drove the first iron spoke into his capters neck. Yet this was not his last fit of violence. He drove the second spoke into his neck and watched as his abducter died. I felt the mans pain as he died. I felt the spokes driven into his neck, and his awareness was my own, though I did not know his thoughts. Perhap as you die, you have no thought.
At this point life switched, I was myself again. I was running along a road in my hometown and I passed my cousin. At this point...I could not tell that I was really asleep, in essence, but I had the inkling of sensation that I was. A car drove by. It was my mother and some others...I can't recall who they were now, but at the time I took note of who they were. I spoke to my mother, where I must have realized I was dreaming, and pulled out a map describing the various places we could explore if she like. I showed her mountains, I was thinking that they were perhaps in asia of some sort, as I had the feeling of "monk-like" status. Reguardless, the dream went on a bit, but when I switched locations via the map, I was once again watching the dream instead of actively being in it. The boy who had killed the man with the iron needles was again the focus of the dream. and the girl was there as well, I imagine, it was another blonde girl, but I never saw the first girls face. The dream started outside, but then quickly went into a gym, where the boy watched, embarresslingly, the girl play a sport. At the time I wasn't sure what sport it was, but it was made clear when he left, saying that he only came to watch here play soccer. The dream then changed again, and yet again I was watching a movie, with the same damn charector. Only now it seemed to me that the charector was in essence, me, but not. He was from another paralell universe in which I was him, and he was me, we shared the same "essence" I imagine. In fact there was a third party. It seemed that this boy was not the same boy as the first two...but through me he had knowledge of both my existence, and of the others existence. He was in what was represented to my mind as my old house, in which he was speaking to two people, a man and a woman who he had used to be in love with, but was no longer in a relationship with (it was perhaps the same girl as before). There were beggers outside of the house that they often were given relief from the two who lived in this house, the boy (who I now had vague control over his actions) went to give the beggers cans to sell for profit (coke can recycle places).
After this I can not remember what happened next.
Eventually I came to a river. It was a dark terrain...various scattered trees with poorly hanging leaves (as if they were old trees) covered the length of the sandy desert that was the plain around the river water. I jumped from the river (I was flowing along with this river, though there was no boat to support me) and opened a chest underneath the trees which had cards that I took out, they seemed to give me items, but I could not find them. a sword, a sheild, and some life I think was what they gave me. I continued down the river till I came to a town. This town was an odd place. It was as if everyone in this town had some sort of control over reality. I came to a point where there was a man making mischief (he seemed to be levitation the whole time during my encounter with him) However, for some reason I had the sensation that this town was real, and those who came here through their dreams had even more control over what could happen than those who lived there. I came to a fight with him till it came about a time when a crowd of onlookers surrounded us. They were hopeful that I could banish this man, as he was a source of constant havoc on the city. Atleast I felt this is what they hoped. I came to a point where I realized the only way to destroy him was to bring about something that would destroy everything in its path, and then stop it before it had a chance to do so. I pointed my finger towards the man who laughed, seemingly knowing that I was trying to cast fire at him. What he did not realize was my true intent, I think he could only understand my closest intent, and to feel any further down would be to overbearing for his mind. I cast a small dot of fire that floated to him like a fly, he of course found this humorous and then began to do something to attack me, little did he know that the bit of fire I cast towards him was to be turned into a black engulfing dark sphere that was to react extremely quickly to my order to become so. The moment it destroyed him, I had to stop it via freezing it, and then destroying its essence itself. The man was destroyed and I was soon gone from the dream world, and once again to be awake.

Perhaps I dreamed more but I do not recall, it is sad I know.