Sunday, August 12, 2007

Damn you schema

I was on the beach, and I summoned someone to make out withwe made out on the beach with the waves coming in, it would be dry, andthen wet, I figured I would do this because someone on DV recomended it.I then decided to go somewhere else, so me and my partner for the time beingwent off to explore the dream world, first running, but then that was too slowand there was a cliff I needed to be on top of, so I lifted my partner to the topof the cliff. I then found a locked building with glass doors. A janitor was outsidethe glass doors, and I guess he was also a guard since he told me he could openthe doors, but didn't want to or he would get in trouble. So I told him itscool, I can get through the doors too. I suppose I could have opened the doorswith my dream ability, since I created it, but I decided to try to go through them,you see they were made of glass and in one of my other dreams I had previously not been ableto do this, at firs I thought about smashing them, but I remembered that thatwas my recourse last time and I didn't want to have to do that again. So, I lifted myhands and made sure to make it through the window. However the first few times I could not make it through the door, I remember in actual quotation what I said"Damn schema." (schema is a term in leberges book about lucid dreaming, referingto the state of mind which sets the parameters for you dreaming world, such as being able, or not bein able, to walk through walls.) After my fourth try I was able tomake it through and got to the other side, however there was a man and two nuns in the room that wanted to give me trouble, so I pointed at the old man, onlyintending to make him go to sleep, but the other two were effected as well,only into the fact that all of them fell asleep, gently falling to the floor.I then raced up stairs where my partner had ran. There was a black man and womanwho were arguing, they had shot my partner...<<>>I removed the bullet with my dream power, whilealso using my dream healing power, and shot the bullet at the black man who had shot first. Then the woman started firing at me, so I turned every bullet she shot againstherself. Then I started to wonder if this was worth the trouble of wasting a lucid dreamon, that is when I realized that there was a task of the month to do! I summoned a doorfrom the ground, and unlike my previous doors that I had been able to summon, itwas already a portal (a path way with a visible area that I would be headed) to theplace I Wanted to go, it was the beggining of a bridge to DV, however it looked like a game selection menu, it had start select, etc on it. I ran into the door, and walkedalong the bridge, my light walk turned into a quick paced run very fast, and I found it washarder to control my speed than it was at first, but I wanted to be able to describe my adventure to thoseat dream views, so I tried to slow down when I saw words floating in the air. Unfortunatelyfor me, I could not read all of them, they were a list of words like this.
XXX
XXXXX
XXX

And at the top of the words were the words, "I lith dies"after getting that much from the words they dissapeared, there were many otherspots on the way to the final destination that had words, but every time I tried to read themthe words would dissapear too quickly, even though they were crystal clear written.So I found my way to the bottom of the bridge where I found a tree that the bridge was tiedto. It turns out the bridge was actually a ribbon. The land I found wasn't exactly the cityof marvalous buildings I had been expecting...it was a dark and dreary dank hollowground where many trees that looked like they were dieing were planted. There were smallislands scattered around the land, where the trees were planted, not much unlikethe tree I had just gotten down from after walking on the bridge. At the end of the ribbon, I discovered after getting down from the tree, was red. I touched the ribbon, and it becameloose. However, it was so tight before becoming loose that the fact that I was holding ontoit with a firm grasp made me go whirling about wherever the ribbon was tied to. (Like twirling a shoe lace in your hand, and i'm the aglet) Well, I guess my brain is an moron, causeinstead of flying off back to wherever the heck the beggining of the ribbon started, I went circling around the tree which makes no sense. I then fell off onto the ground...flying off onto one of the nearby island, barely not landing into the abyss (which had replaced the water) At which point I did a happy dance, and then accidently fell myself. <<>>
I then went straight into another dream, not losing my lucidity.it was some old fashiony place. I was a woman but I knew it was a dreamI didn't realize that I wasn't woman in real life though... I was told therewas a witch in town making everyone dissapear. I was like hahaha (in my head) the witch is probably me. I then tried to see if I had that power, and I didfirst their eyes would turn grey (they were under my spell) then if I continued to use my magic they would dissapear. Then after coaxing some guy out of his horse (and for some reason a goat) I was pulled into another dream that I didn't feel it was mine. It didn't feel like it was...and there was a guy there, who looked like that guy Pike off of
the movies "buffy the vampire slayer." He made some pun about his name, and
then a few seconds later I woke up.



Random notes:

"I lith dies"(there were some more words here.
(side note: I don't remember when, or exactly why, but I rememberasking some people who were made out of bees to sting me soI could get something out of somebody, however, after they started askingme questions, and then aggreeing, I realized they would die if they stung me,I told them wait, wont you die if you sting me, and they said yes, and I said,well never mind then I don't need you to sting me. Then I was on my way.)
(also had a dream about being able to record dreams.)

Friday, August 10, 2007

There are no friends in this game.

I was serving food at some rinky dink mall plaza when I heard someone mention a specific type of food. He came over to my restuarant and continued to inquire about this food. I told him "I have jelly XXXX but if you really want good ones, go to XXXX." I then showed him what I had , and put them on the counter, without a plate. I then picked it up and took a bite saying, "its not the best, but if you wanna try some to be the judge yourself be my guest."
He then looked at me as if I were crazy, the counter was full of germs, eating something that had touched it would be disgusting to him. I grabbed a paper towel and wiped up the mess left by the food. I carried a conversation with this man, he let me know he was from "White Castle" a fast food restaurant I had heard about from a movie a long time ago. I told him, "That is a good restuarant are you upper management?" When he replied he said, "I work with millionairs everyday." He then had an urgency to leave to take care of a client in limo outside...her name was enma. After he was gone I was on my way out when a worker from another store stoped me and asked me something, I ended up going home with her, and oddly enough it didn't take anytime to get there. =P. Anyway, once there I had the need to go to the restroom, I asked her where I could go, and she led me to a dark corridoor where I found the restroom. While I was in the restroom, I looked at the edges of the door, and there were fingers coming in through the bottom. I then went out and spoke to the woman I was with asking her why she was doing this, she made up some excuse and asked me why I was so scared, I responded, "I'm just a kid, i'm alone, and I don't now this place, its new to me." anyway later on some chick attacked us with a japanese girl. This girl fired staples at the first woman...then the girl and the second woman disapeared, leaving behind a movie showing that the Japanese girl had been tortured by the first woman I was with. Shortly the second woman and Jap girl showed up again. The second woman stabbed my hand into the first womans face and I had the worst pain freaking ever. I tried to remove the sharp thing she had stuck in me, but it wouldn't budge, so I tried to break my hand out of the sharp thing. I actually saw the hand being destroyed, dead flesh, blood, and omg the pain yeeash. I was like "I thought we were friends." and the bitch who had just stabbed my hand into her head was like, "there are no friends in this game."
Some other stuff happened but its not really accountable.

Tuesday, August 7, 2007

Zombies, and nightmares.

Well my friends here we are again, another depiction of my dreams. This time I woke up to be myself once, and woke up to watching a movie once or twice as well.

Well its worth noting, before I was in my first lucid dream tonight, which btw I had =). I was in a regular dream, in which I was playing a very different version of Fable. My brother was with me, but he wasn't playing. I also was playing different music on my computer, since I hadn't thought about remembering the lyrics I can't write them down, but I will remember from now on to try to remember music.

Anyway, after my non lucid dream, I had my lucid dream. It was an odd on this time. The dream started out as if it wasn't a dream. I could feel things were different than they should be. I made a point of thinking to myself "this is not a normal dream, it feels more like I am thinking about it, and imagining it than it being reality. The dram was about me being with the two twins from Zack and Cody, we were walking up flights of stairs with their managers. I of course by now was lucid, and was trying to get away from the manager, as I felt he was oppresive. I started out by trying to expand an area of the dream scene so that I could run into it, but that failed, as I was only able to expand it littel bit. Then I thought about the old saying about how you could draw a hole in a dream and theoretically crawl through it. So I decided I would go through the wall by going through a mirror. Rather than phasing through it I decided to try to open one of them, which lead to the other room. When I opened it I found a small tunell of mirrors. Each mirror needed to be opened as well, like a door. I used my TK powers in my sleep to open them, there were about 6 or 7, once the last was open I used my TK to push the mirrors through. I didn't want a lot of noise so when the mirrors fell, I used my dream power to freeze them in the air (even though I couldn't see them) before they fell. I then pushed one of the twins through the new path way as well, and when he crawled through he jumped off of the edge as well, so I froze him in air too so he wouldn't get hurt. I then crawled through the path and made my way down. I asked him about what happened to him when he jumped out, and he said that he had been frozen in air, as if gravity didn't work, just like I had intended. Then he proceeded to have his clothes dissapear untill all that were left were red speedo, or tightywhitey-looking underwear. Once all that was left of his clothes aside from his last article of clothing were left, he dissapeared, leaving only the underwear behind. I then felt myself losing control of the dream visual. I read somewhere that "spinning" in my sleep can cause you to return your dreaming attention, and so I spun. And it worked! It is supposed to usually make you leave your current dream, and be spun into another one, sometimes losing lucidity, but all it did was cause me to keep myself asleep, and make the vision come again. I was alone, but not for long. I was attacked by Marge Simpson, but she had no eyes, and she had green hands, then she was replaced by Maggie Simpson, who also had the same affliction. Eventually they were gone though. Now that I was alone, I walked to a window. In this window I looked out. The world was dark, as if it were midnight or something. I couldn't see even an inch out of my dream world's window. So I decided to make it day =). I used my hand and spun my arm in a circular motion, as I made night turn to day. The only problem was, it turned more of a morning light, not quite full day brightness. The reason for this being there was pretty much alot! of fog in the sky. I then proceeded, due to my new found ability to see with the light I had created, to look out the window. Upon looking out of the window I found that I was on a very high floor of a hotel. Maybe an appartment. Below me were desolate looking grounds, full of dead trees, and poor grey dirt. That seemed to be the theme of my dream, anything that was possible of being gray or black, was grey or black. I am assuming this is because that is the type of scene I would associate with the type of dream I was having. After further inspection of the scene I found there was a road, and across this road was an endless span of graves, with tombstones that were very large, almost as if they each had mozoleums (however you spell it.) for every dead person. I wanted to read some names on them, maybe even dates of death, but I was to far away, however I did read somewhere, from that distance, the numbers 1947, and 1914 on the sides of some words written inbetween, which I do not recall what they were, I did not read them. I then decided, because I had read somewhere that many people have dreams with lines or doors that they are not allowed to cross, or they will have very bad consequences, not to go past it. I tried to phase through the window, and flight out, but I could not. The mirror felt physical. It was odd, I had been able to phase through doors, walls, and many other things before, yet I could not do such a simple task? Oh well. I broke through the window, and then found myself swinging from side to side accross the windows, watching people inside each time, they seemed like a resistance group of some sort, they were all plotting something, each with their smaller groups, but I assume they were a part of eachothers ultimate goal. I then looked out and saw what they were rebelling against. There was an army of skeletons in black armore lead by two other dead people riding horses in the lead of the armies march. They were on the road. I flew above them, and used my dream powers to destroy as many as I could but they were endless, and seemed not to care about me using my powers to blow them up. I used a bolt of electricity from my hands, which would sustain itself connecting them to me from a distance untill they were blown up. I landed on the ground and then continued to try to do it, however I was then rushed by an even larger army of ZOMBIES, who unlike the skeletons, wanted to eat me. I used the same tactic on them as I did the skeletons, in fact I did it while fighting the skeletons, one hand towards the skeletons, one on the zombies. I shouted "Live" and "Die" to them as I tried to destroy them. But the zombies were more resillant than the skeletons, they were overpowering me. I tried to fly away but my flying powers couldn't work. I would jump, and they would not work. On my third try or so, I could fly again, but the zombies grabbed my feet and pulled me down, I was able to break free once, but the second time I was not so lucky. However, I did have one fortunate case, a man, who I had never seen before, he attacked the zombies holding me down, and I was able to flee. About two seconds after I was safe I had a false awakening. I went to the balcony of the hotel I was staying at, and spoke to Orihema, I cartoon charector about how I had a horrible nightmare. It was the one I spoke of. I started out saying, it was a GREAT lucid dream, but then I had nightmares in it. However the nightmare wasn't that horrible. Since I knew I was dreaming, the monsters didn't scare me that much. Keep in mind I was still scared, I mean lucid or not, it is a very graphic thing to see.

Anyways I had another dream after that but I spent so much time describing my previous ones that I couldn't remember it anymore when I was writing this.

Sunday, August 5, 2007

Theres a bomb on the plane.

It seemed to be a classroom of a sort, there were rows of seats, many squesed by eachother filled with people, with a narrow passage way in the center of the rows for walking. There was a discrepency between the person I had assumed to be the teacher, but it was odd, they were seated as well, and not facing the students. The conversation carried on between the teacher and student. "I want you to say I was late."
"But you were obviously not late, ever. You have a perfect record, infact I'm recomending you for more time due to your outstanding performance."
The conversation continued, the student wanted to be sent out of the room it seemed to me. My view panned to the front of the room where the teachers were, there was a computer screen. The computer screen seemed to be having a count down. The time started at...44:49 minutes. Suddenly, as if someone had just realized, a passenger screamed out, "theres a bomb on the plane." People started flooding out of the plane. Which is what it was. What I had mistaken to be a classroom was actually an airplane. I was then thrust into the dream as one of the passengers. I was trying to get off when I realized that their might be other people on the plane who hadn't heard that there was a bomb. I ran throughout the plane searching for people left behind. The first passenger I found was a kid. He was asleep in his seat I woke him up and told him to get out. He agreed after I told him there was a bomb. I then continued down the plane looking for passengers. I was surprised how many children there were, there had to be atleast six children that were left alone on the plane. It occurs to me now that that wouldn't make sense, most children must fly with parents, or are taken care of by flight attendents. Either way I went to rescue the last set of children, it was a little girl and boy asleep together. I woke the girl up first, then the boy. The girl ran off as soon as she was awoke, and the boy did too, but I stopped the boy for a second to ask, "is there anyone else here?" The boy said, "No, maybe chris." At which point the dream view panned to some curtains where it seemed someone was hiding. It seemed to me that the person he was speaking of was sinister. I ran with the boy, him lagging behind me, I suppose he was a slow runner. Once off the plane we were in the walk way that protracts, and retracts to meet planes, we saw our path way closing. It seemed someone had close it, but once I got close enough to it, it started to open. On the other side stood a woman, it seemed I was friends with her, or knew her from somewhere, before. She was the one operating the gateway. I proclaimed to her, "Oh my god, your my savior." In a thankful tone. She then started to close the gateway again, but the little boy hadn't made it yet, which she then saw, and quickly opened it again.
She the told me that once off the plane she had got text messages from the previous children I had awoken. They were telling her they were afraid or something. Anyway we then spoke about when the bomb was going to go off, she said "Well we can never really know when it was going to go off." Seemed to me we would probably already be in the air by the time the bomb would have gone off.

There were some other dreams. Pointless ones about spider rocks, a dog that looked like a pig. Me wanting to be a fire fighter. Me wearing my old boy scout uniform and etc.