Wedensday.
I started out running from something. Or not really running but secretly avoiding so that I might watch them. It seemed a witch was after me, and wanted to do some sort of harm to me. I had hid in a house that reminded me somewhat of a hall of mirrors, in essence it felt like it was meant to create the same eerie feelings, however there was no mirror. Outside this house was a vast amount of hills for which to run through as well...Or I should say mounds that of the like in a place you might play paintball. I was discovered in the walls I was hiding in, and now I do not remember what happened next.
The next thing I remember was watching from omniscient view my appartment. Now, however, it was not my appartment but that of a teen, possbile in their 20's blonde female. She tried to turn on the lights but they were broken, and her room remained dark, and unmanagable. Then a brunette woman of the same age appeared. I had the distinct feeling that this brunette woman's name was jean`ette, however you spell it. As the blonde woman wanted to go outside, I had the distinct feeling that Jean`ette did not want the blonde to leave, ever. The blonde made her way to out the door, however it seemed she could not move. She was paralyzed. I tried to become a part of her, to help herself to will herself free, but it was of no use, she could not be free. Jean`ette seemed to be an evil pressence, she desired the blonde to be with her, forever. The blonde then became afraid, she was on the stairs and still in the door way, one foot out the door I suppose would describe her. With jean`ettes hold, the blonde could not be free, and she was afraid she would soon fall of the ledge to her demise. Jean`ette made a deal with the blonde, if she would give herself to jean`ette, then the blonde could be free. They shared a kiss, it felt evil. Upon this kiss jean`ette ripped the blondes head off and put it in a closed glass bowl. The blonde was alive but without the capability of speach. Jean`ette looked at the blonde with a seemingly strong about of despise. She seemed to be disgusted at the blondes desire to be alive, and how the blonde missed the feeling of life. "You could not live without your heartbeat." Jean`ette proclaimed, seemingly saying that the blonde longed for her heart beat to return, because she desired it so, and jean`ette could never feel this herself, ever. Perhaps her disgust was because she felt the same desire as the blonde...atleast in the beginning of her existence. Soon the blonde was able to take the form of her body again, and she tried her best to kill herself, to destroy all of her existence, she tried to accomplish this by throwing her brain away, destroying her existence entirely. After this I had no more dreams, I was awake in reality only.
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
July 09, 07
Tuesday
I awoke my bowling alley in my home town. Various bowling lanes were lined up against the walls, and be and another fellow were bowling. I had an obstacle in my way which he had not. The bowling computer was in my walking path to bowl, while his was free. He seemed to have a gutter ball when he bowled, and I hit seven pins. I tried to explain to him, I can not bow like this I have no room to walk and build up momentum. He seemed not to care, and I told him that he was being absurd, and I had to move over to a new bowling lane despite his valiant desire for me not to.
It seemed odd, but then I was in a new place. I was a toy of all things. Me and a few toys were standing on this area of land far above the world. I was a little bear of all things. Next to me stood a rat, a penguin, a bird, and I'm fairly certain another toy but it was standing behind me, and as of this moment IWL I am only using visual and audio representation to convey what happened, but in my dreams I have knowledge of what is happening reguardless of if I see it, unfortunately this awareness fades after I awaken, and I am only capable of rememberin that which I made a mental note of during sleep. We had a simple task, to jump off of the platform we were on, and work together not to die as we hit the floor. We were divided into three groups. One was the leader, who dictated where we would be. I was at first in the group in charge of giving us all a slower rate of fall... but it seemed as if a bear whirling a sock to create a helicopter just wasn't enough lol...well granted there was the bird who was going to help...heh. Oh well. So at this point I said, excuse me, but there is a penguin back there, I think he would help the bird better than a bear with a sock. At this point the leader aggreed, and I was moved to the back and the penguin got up further. The group was having doubts about actually doing this, jumping from so high, and on their own, and then after jumping finding eachother in the air, and the leader could tell. The leader jumped off, no warning, to force us to jump as well...if we didn't he would die
I jumped second, and never saw the other members of my toy group again, a side from the leader that is. I was in the air falling, fearful, but then I remembered that I had a parachute like item, that I had thought to small to do anything, but givin my teddy bear size it may have worked, so I used it and it did infact work. As I fell I looked for my group members, and my leader. Unfortunately I could not grab him. Fortunately however though, everyone must have been saved because various helium filled balloons floated up to us. Winnie the pooh even stopped by for a scene or too of us falling down to the ground. When I landed I became a boy in a family. We had a surprise for our mother/father. It was a dog (a lost dog, in this case it was beethoven from that stupid movie series) and we hid his location in a cake, however when the mother went to find the cake, she opened the present and it was a ps2 box....with instructions instead of a cake box. They were lead to the bathroom, where the dogg was taking a bath in the bathtub. after this I woke up.
I also had another dream...but I do not remember much of it. Only that people were being... killed off in a way...it was that they were responsible for their deaths. /sigh I really wish I knew but I don't.
After an afternoon nap, or during whatever....
I was watching a movie dream again.
I am afraid that the conditions weret poor in the room I watched. In total there were 3 people sitting at the poorly lit table. A man, a woman, and another man.
It seemed that two of the people were in binding, the woman in chains tied to the top of the table, restriciting movement, and the man in cuffs, along his wrists. The man was free to move his arms in a manor, while his legs were strongly tied with iron cuffs to his chair. It seemed that he was quite the conspirator, he was fiddling with iron needles that were from his cuffs. Moments that felt like eternity passed, like a heart beat caught still. Then, as if his courage were free, he quickly, and violently drove the first iron spoke into his capters neck. Yet this was not his last fit of violence. He drove the second spoke into his neck and watched as his abducter died. I felt the mans pain as he died. I felt the spokes driven into his neck, and his awareness was my own, though I did not know his thoughts. Perhap as you die, you have no thought.
At this point life switched, I was myself again. I was running along a road in my hometown and I passed my cousin. At this point...I could not tell that I was really asleep, in essence, but I had the inkling of sensation that I was. A car drove by. It was my mother and some others...I can't recall who they were now, but at the time I took note of who they were. I spoke to my mother, where I must have realized I was dreaming, and pulled out a map describing the various places we could explore if she like. I showed her mountains, I was thinking that they were perhaps in asia of some sort, as I had the feeling of "monk-like" status. Reguardless, the dream went on a bit, but when I switched locations via the map, I was once again watching the dream instead of actively being in it. The boy who had killed the man with the iron needles was again the focus of the dream. and the girl was there as well, I imagine, it was another blonde girl, but I never saw the first girls face. The dream started outside, but then quickly went into a gym, where the boy watched, embarresslingly, the girl play a sport. At the time I wasn't sure what sport it was, but it was made clear when he left, saying that he only came to watch here play soccer. The dream then changed again, and yet again I was watching a movie, with the same damn charector. Only now it seemed to me that the charector was in essence, me, but not. He was from another paralell universe in which I was him, and he was me, we shared the same "essence" I imagine. In fact there was a third party. It seemed that this boy was not the same boy as the first two...but through me he had knowledge of both my existence, and of the others existence. He was in what was represented to my mind as my old house, in which he was speaking to two people, a man and a woman who he had used to be in love with, but was no longer in a relationship with (it was perhaps the same girl as before). There were beggers outside of the house that they often were given relief from the two who lived in this house, the boy (who I now had vague control over his actions) went to give the beggers cans to sell for profit (coke can recycle places).
After this I can not remember what happened next.
Eventually I came to a river. It was a dark terrain...various scattered trees with poorly hanging leaves (as if they were old trees) covered the length of the sandy desert that was the plain around the river water. I jumped from the river (I was flowing along with this river, though there was no boat to support me) and opened a chest underneath the trees which had cards that I took out, they seemed to give me items, but I could not find them. a sword, a sheild, and some life I think was what they gave me. I continued down the river till I came to a town. This town was an odd place. It was as if everyone in this town had some sort of control over reality. I came to a point where there was a man making mischief (he seemed to be levitation the whole time during my encounter with him) However, for some reason I had the sensation that this town was real, and those who came here through their dreams had even more control over what could happen than those who lived there. I came to a fight with him till it came about a time when a crowd of onlookers surrounded us. They were hopeful that I could banish this man, as he was a source of constant havoc on the city. Atleast I felt this is what they hoped. I came to a point where I realized the only way to destroy him was to bring about something that would destroy everything in its path, and then stop it before it had a chance to do so. I pointed my finger towards the man who laughed, seemingly knowing that I was trying to cast fire at him. What he did not realize was my true intent, I think he could only understand my closest intent, and to feel any further down would be to overbearing for his mind. I cast a small dot of fire that floated to him like a fly, he of course found this humorous and then began to do something to attack me, little did he know that the bit of fire I cast towards him was to be turned into a black engulfing dark sphere that was to react extremely quickly to my order to become so. The moment it destroyed him, I had to stop it via freezing it, and then destroying its essence itself. The man was destroyed and I was soon gone from the dream world, and once again to be awake.
Perhaps I dreamed more but I do not recall, it is sad I know.
I awoke my bowling alley in my home town. Various bowling lanes were lined up against the walls, and be and another fellow were bowling. I had an obstacle in my way which he had not. The bowling computer was in my walking path to bowl, while his was free. He seemed to have a gutter ball when he bowled, and I hit seven pins. I tried to explain to him, I can not bow like this I have no room to walk and build up momentum. He seemed not to care, and I told him that he was being absurd, and I had to move over to a new bowling lane despite his valiant desire for me not to.
It seemed odd, but then I was in a new place. I was a toy of all things. Me and a few toys were standing on this area of land far above the world. I was a little bear of all things. Next to me stood a rat, a penguin, a bird, and I'm fairly certain another toy but it was standing behind me, and as of this moment IWL I am only using visual and audio representation to convey what happened, but in my dreams I have knowledge of what is happening reguardless of if I see it, unfortunately this awareness fades after I awaken, and I am only capable of rememberin that which I made a mental note of during sleep. We had a simple task, to jump off of the platform we were on, and work together not to die as we hit the floor. We were divided into three groups. One was the leader, who dictated where we would be. I was at first in the group in charge of giving us all a slower rate of fall... but it seemed as if a bear whirling a sock to create a helicopter just wasn't enough lol...well granted there was the bird who was going to help...heh. Oh well. So at this point I said, excuse me, but there is a penguin back there, I think he would help the bird better than a bear with a sock. At this point the leader aggreed, and I was moved to the back and the penguin got up further. The group was having doubts about actually doing this, jumping from so high, and on their own, and then after jumping finding eachother in the air, and the leader could tell. The leader jumped off, no warning, to force us to jump as well...if we didn't he would die
I jumped second, and never saw the other members of my toy group again, a side from the leader that is. I was in the air falling, fearful, but then I remembered that I had a parachute like item, that I had thought to small to do anything, but givin my teddy bear size it may have worked, so I used it and it did infact work. As I fell I looked for my group members, and my leader. Unfortunately I could not grab him. Fortunately however though, everyone must have been saved because various helium filled balloons floated up to us. Winnie the pooh even stopped by for a scene or too of us falling down to the ground. When I landed I became a boy in a family. We had a surprise for our mother/father. It was a dog (a lost dog, in this case it was beethoven from that stupid movie series) and we hid his location in a cake, however when the mother went to find the cake, she opened the present and it was a ps2 box....with instructions instead of a cake box. They were lead to the bathroom, where the dogg was taking a bath in the bathtub. after this I woke up.
I also had another dream...but I do not remember much of it. Only that people were being... killed off in a way...it was that they were responsible for their deaths. /sigh I really wish I knew but I don't.
After an afternoon nap, or during whatever....
I was watching a movie dream again.
I am afraid that the conditions weret poor in the room I watched. In total there were 3 people sitting at the poorly lit table. A man, a woman, and another man.
It seemed that two of the people were in binding, the woman in chains tied to the top of the table, restriciting movement, and the man in cuffs, along his wrists. The man was free to move his arms in a manor, while his legs were strongly tied with iron cuffs to his chair. It seemed that he was quite the conspirator, he was fiddling with iron needles that were from his cuffs. Moments that felt like eternity passed, like a heart beat caught still. Then, as if his courage were free, he quickly, and violently drove the first iron spoke into his capters neck. Yet this was not his last fit of violence. He drove the second spoke into his neck and watched as his abducter died. I felt the mans pain as he died. I felt the spokes driven into his neck, and his awareness was my own, though I did not know his thoughts. Perhap as you die, you have no thought.
At this point life switched, I was myself again. I was running along a road in my hometown and I passed my cousin. At this point...I could not tell that I was really asleep, in essence, but I had the inkling of sensation that I was. A car drove by. It was my mother and some others...I can't recall who they were now, but at the time I took note of who they were. I spoke to my mother, where I must have realized I was dreaming, and pulled out a map describing the various places we could explore if she like. I showed her mountains, I was thinking that they were perhaps in asia of some sort, as I had the feeling of "monk-like" status. Reguardless, the dream went on a bit, but when I switched locations via the map, I was once again watching the dream instead of actively being in it. The boy who had killed the man with the iron needles was again the focus of the dream. and the girl was there as well, I imagine, it was another blonde girl, but I never saw the first girls face. The dream started outside, but then quickly went into a gym, where the boy watched, embarresslingly, the girl play a sport. At the time I wasn't sure what sport it was, but it was made clear when he left, saying that he only came to watch here play soccer. The dream then changed again, and yet again I was watching a movie, with the same damn charector. Only now it seemed to me that the charector was in essence, me, but not. He was from another paralell universe in which I was him, and he was me, we shared the same "essence" I imagine. In fact there was a third party. It seemed that this boy was not the same boy as the first two...but through me he had knowledge of both my existence, and of the others existence. He was in what was represented to my mind as my old house, in which he was speaking to two people, a man and a woman who he had used to be in love with, but was no longer in a relationship with (it was perhaps the same girl as before). There were beggers outside of the house that they often were given relief from the two who lived in this house, the boy (who I now had vague control over his actions) went to give the beggers cans to sell for profit (coke can recycle places).
After this I can not remember what happened next.
Eventually I came to a river. It was a dark terrain...various scattered trees with poorly hanging leaves (as if they were old trees) covered the length of the sandy desert that was the plain around the river water. I jumped from the river (I was flowing along with this river, though there was no boat to support me) and opened a chest underneath the trees which had cards that I took out, they seemed to give me items, but I could not find them. a sword, a sheild, and some life I think was what they gave me. I continued down the river till I came to a town. This town was an odd place. It was as if everyone in this town had some sort of control over reality. I came to a point where there was a man making mischief (he seemed to be levitation the whole time during my encounter with him) However, for some reason I had the sensation that this town was real, and those who came here through their dreams had even more control over what could happen than those who lived there. I came to a fight with him till it came about a time when a crowd of onlookers surrounded us. They were hopeful that I could banish this man, as he was a source of constant havoc on the city. Atleast I felt this is what they hoped. I came to a point where I realized the only way to destroy him was to bring about something that would destroy everything in its path, and then stop it before it had a chance to do so. I pointed my finger towards the man who laughed, seemingly knowing that I was trying to cast fire at him. What he did not realize was my true intent, I think he could only understand my closest intent, and to feel any further down would be to overbearing for his mind. I cast a small dot of fire that floated to him like a fly, he of course found this humorous and then began to do something to attack me, little did he know that the bit of fire I cast towards him was to be turned into a black engulfing dark sphere that was to react extremely quickly to my order to become so. The moment it destroyed him, I had to stop it via freezing it, and then destroying its essence itself. The man was destroyed and I was soon gone from the dream world, and once again to be awake.
Perhaps I dreamed more but I do not recall, it is sad I know.
Monday, July 9, 2007
July 08, 07
Monday
I find myself gently falling asleep. I remember that I am falling asleep, and tha I wish to have this knowledge. Once I am fully asleep I am met by an underling of my world, that is to say my new dream world. In this world I was appearantly to be the leader of the pack so to speak. It seemed that it was taking place during egyptian times. Perhaps it was merely in an egyptian city, I have no clue. To tell the truth the place I awoke in was my room in the real world, the only difference being that there were no mirros in this dream room. (actually at about the point that I started writing the challenge I realized there was one mirror, but it was next to the door, and I didn't use the door to leave the room, so I really hadn't noticed it. The underling had very little to say to me. In fact his only purpose it seemed was to have a pressence, and in this pressence it was meant to make me keep to the story line of my dream, but I dismissed him myself, by this I mean I ignored him, I did not have the thought to actually banish him from the dream by making him dissapear. <<<<<<>>>>>>> At this point I remembered the challenge that the dream forums initiated for this month. Interesting actually I had never believed that I could actually MAKE a portal bud by god damn I did it! Well so to speak. I summoned a door from the ground, (an accomplishment I have done before and therefor understood why my portal didn't work the first time I did it, long before I ever visisted the forums.) the only problem is that every door I summon from the ground in my dreams is just that, only a door sadly, it leads to no where other than blank space that already existed in the dream. Fortunately for me, long ago I realized how to accomplish the task but never put it to use. But I am getting ahead of myself, I should describe my creation of the door. Unfortunately when creating the door, I had problems. In creation, once it was formed I could not seem to stop changing its form...but to say change is the wrong word, it was the same shape...only....the top would move and then the sides would move, and it would get shorter, taller, or fatter/skinnier. I took quite a bit of focus to stop making the door grow and ungrow. I should mention, for those of you trying to visualize, that this door seemed like an ancient greek pillar with a top and bottom, more than a door. Which unlike the one I tried to summon very long ago(looked like a broken down shed door lol), was very hard to control its general shap and form. Now that the door was created I had to make the empty space it encompassed into a portal (I.E. the part I figured out how to do a long time ago but never put to use). Using my hand I created an orb of pink energy. From this hand I projected the energy unto the door's empty space. Sadly I stopped short of the very bottom of the door, and I could very plainly see where the portal lead, however I would have to jump to keep my feet from falling off. I will cover where the portal lead further on ahead but for now, as I will be posting this in the challenge section, all you need know is that it lead to an Arabian market of some sort. <<<>>>> (Sadly I can not remember the order of time that I had done the second challange, I truly would like to believe I did them at the same time cause then I would feel uber, so I am writing as if I had. However in all honesty, all I remember about the second challenge is that it happened in the same dreamscape, and that the underling guy I spoke of was still there.) Now that the portal was created, before jumping into it I wanted to accomplish the other task, which was to summon a DV forum member to my dream. I accomplished this task sortof. Unfortunately for me a charector at dream forums (Alex) I had thought was a woman is actually a man. Even though I knew it was a man before I went to sleep it was still so hard driven into my mind the image of a woman that I summoned a woman to my dream instead of a man. I'm really sorry Alex I don't think of you as a woman I promise!!! She had black hair, it was rather long, but shor as well. Rather anime style honestly She was wearing a white top and had...um large breasts...not that I was noticing haha. She also was wearing a....well I would like to say thong but it was a rather odd thong to say the least. It had two handles, they were leather, they went along her thigh...like this. \_/ The slashing being the leather, and the line merely being a space between them. Connecting (and covering up her...uh lack of giblets) was a pink lace along her womenly area. At this point of looking at her (oh dear god I just realized as I was writing that when I summoned her, I sat down and started looking at her so I could detail her, the sad part is I only remember her thong lol), I suddenly thought of my own vanity, and peered to the left. <<<<>>>
I can not say that the mirror was there when the dream began, or if my vanity summoned it, but none the less it existed and served a purpose. I peered over to see what I looked like in my dreams. It was an odd appearance, the face was completely my own, nothing would be contrary to the reality proportion of my face. However in my body, it seemed that I had no stomache....well I should say I had a small one. My back was so close to the front that it seemed like my body was very little larger out (not the wideness you would see from frontal view that seemed like my normal appearance in real life) than the length of my spine. At this point I ventured out through the portal. Past the portal was an arabian market no less. I ventured to the right, and behind me, and spoke to a woman selling things. It turns out that in this dream world there were fights. I lose track of what happened from this moment untill the next, so for the sake of arguement lets say one way or another (via walking or teleportation) I was set into an odd arena.
The arena was made of a land mass inbetween two walls. It was a very deep hall, that I found odd that anyone could see us fight here. We threw out pokemon, and I got my butt handed to me in this fight since the only pokemon show I watched was like 6 years ago when I was 10 years old. At this point it was a cut scene and it was a woman in the audience surrounded by this old middle-aging men lol. She was apearently the one who was fighting me in the arena (she must have been teleported back, since I was teleported back to my room to face another "oppenent" of some sort i'm guessing) The middle-aging men were all fighting over her, since appearantly I was one of the foremost leading fighters in the dream realm (as that was what this was, not pokemon fighting, or arena fighting, but fighting by the standards of a dream reality, it just so happened we agreed upon pokemon fighting I guess) and her defeating me meant she was uber. Hehe, nasty old men. Back to me now. See how self centered I am?...my dream has to be all about me doesn't it? lol Ok so I'm teleported to a room right outside where the whole dream began. There is a mummy coffin and I open it and try to bring the poor dead fellow back to life. This act of kindness backfired on me, as he quickly turned on me, trying to kill me! I dealt with him harshly that is for sure. I gave him full life, and his bandages had been removed. Then I killed his sorry ass through him back in his coffin, turned him to dust, and closed the lid. After doing this I don't remember much. I was back in my room but Ithink I woke up and started a new dream.
Un lucid dream, boring because it wasn't about me!! Boo!!!!
I was in god mode, watching from the heavens so to speak. I saw her, and felt her emotion. She was watching an old man walke from his house, and felt an innate need to protect him from harm. Another man appeared and started to try to attack him. The girl must have had some sort of accompliss, but he was not a very strong charector. The girl moved silently down a ramp that lead to nasty waste river eww eeww eww!! lol. The old man diss apeared but the boy chasing the man did not, he infact was now chasing the girl with a gun!!! eek run hunny. She was now walking along a narrow walk way above the sewege waste-like river. He shot her, the bastard. She fell into the sewer and iniated a new dream, all about her no less. Geez bitch let me have my own dreams will you? Anyways it turns out that in this new dream she was BUFFY THE VAMPYRE SLAYER woot woot. Sadly I don't remember the rest of my dream. I only remember that for a vague few moments of the dream I actually got to be a charector in it!!! it was fun, I was with someone and they kept trying to act like they were my master just because we were in love. Which is wierd because i'm single in RL. anyway she opened the door and then Angel from the show (when he was young in RL, not after he got all old and nasty grimey looking) appeared and they started talking about stuff like, you love me, but you can't and blah blah blah, just like in the damn show!!! fuck Sarah Michelle Gellar, freaking whore wont let me have my own dreams. If you must invade my dreams, atleast dream about hot people so I can watch will you?
Random notes I wrote while I was writing so I wouldn't forget:
(pokemon fight)
(summon the dead king back to life, kill the dead king.
(dream wars, dream jealousy.)
(death, old man, wierd faction, leades to gooey swamp, leads to buffy the vampire halucination.)
After going back to sleep an hour later from waking up to post journal hehe.
I woke up in my room again. It was another lucid dream heh. I walked over to my door, I had the intent of creating a door to my subconcious, but I got sidetracked my mirrors, damn shiny objects. so then I went out hte door, but it was the bathroom, which granted is attached to my bedroom in RL, but the door I went to wasn't supposed to be to the bathroom, in RL it leads to the hall.
Oh well, a commonly hated word around LD'rs like myself. anyways, so the bathroom upon my realizing this turned half away into the hall, as the left side of my vision was now open to a hall, which lead to my high school cafeteria. On the right was a door handle sticking out of a, not a door but a wall could you believe it? I couldn't, but I opened the wall anyway and stepped inside for a second to see my mother and her husband sleeping. I walked away and went towards the cafeteria. At this point I again focused on what my task was, which was to create a door to my subconcious. I am hoping to see if a dream can effect reality, which if it can, could be very productive for me. Anyway it came up as a vault door, I tried to write the letters "will" on it but it just came out saying "I don't mind" lol wtf is that? oh well it then turned into a latter when I tried to open it and I woke up becuase I got to pissed!!!
I find myself gently falling asleep. I remember that I am falling asleep, and tha I wish to have this knowledge. Once I am fully asleep I am met by an underling of my world, that is to say my new dream world. In this world I was appearantly to be the leader of the pack so to speak. It seemed that it was taking place during egyptian times. Perhaps it was merely in an egyptian city, I have no clue. To tell the truth the place I awoke in was my room in the real world, the only difference being that there were no mirros in this dream room. (actually at about the point that I started writing the challenge I realized there was one mirror, but it was next to the door, and I didn't use the door to leave the room, so I really hadn't noticed it. The underling had very little to say to me. In fact his only purpose it seemed was to have a pressence, and in this pressence it was meant to make me keep to the story line of my dream, but I dismissed him myself, by this I mean I ignored him, I did not have the thought to actually banish him from the dream by making him dissapear. <<<<<<
I can not say that the mirror was there when the dream began, or if my vanity summoned it, but none the less it existed and served a purpose. I peered over to see what I looked like in my dreams. It was an odd appearance, the face was completely my own, nothing would be contrary to the reality proportion of my face. However in my body, it seemed that I had no stomache....well I should say I had a small one. My back was so close to the front that it seemed like my body was very little larger out (not the wideness you would see from frontal view that seemed like my normal appearance in real life) than the length of my spine. At this point I ventured out through the portal. Past the portal was an arabian market no less. I ventured to the right, and behind me, and spoke to a woman selling things. It turns out that in this dream world there were fights. I lose track of what happened from this moment untill the next, so for the sake of arguement lets say one way or another (via walking or teleportation) I was set into an odd arena.
The arena was made of a land mass inbetween two walls. It was a very deep hall, that I found odd that anyone could see us fight here. We threw out pokemon, and I got my butt handed to me in this fight since the only pokemon show I watched was like 6 years ago when I was 10 years old. At this point it was a cut scene and it was a woman in the audience surrounded by this old middle-aging men lol. She was apearently the one who was fighting me in the arena (she must have been teleported back, since I was teleported back to my room to face another "oppenent" of some sort i'm guessing) The middle-aging men were all fighting over her, since appearantly I was one of the foremost leading fighters in the dream realm (as that was what this was, not pokemon fighting, or arena fighting, but fighting by the standards of a dream reality, it just so happened we agreed upon pokemon fighting I guess) and her defeating me meant she was uber. Hehe, nasty old men. Back to me now. See how self centered I am?...my dream has to be all about me doesn't it? lol Ok so I'm teleported to a room right outside where the whole dream began. There is a mummy coffin and I open it and try to bring the poor dead fellow back to life. This act of kindness backfired on me, as he quickly turned on me, trying to kill me! I dealt with him harshly that is for sure. I gave him full life, and his bandages had been removed. Then I killed his sorry ass through him back in his coffin, turned him to dust, and closed the lid. After doing this I don't remember much. I was back in my room but Ithink I woke up and started a new dream.
Un lucid dream, boring because it wasn't about me!! Boo!!!!
I was in god mode, watching from the heavens so to speak. I saw her, and felt her emotion. She was watching an old man walke from his house, and felt an innate need to protect him from harm. Another man appeared and started to try to attack him. The girl must have had some sort of accompliss, but he was not a very strong charector. The girl moved silently down a ramp that lead to nasty waste river eww eeww eww!! lol. The old man diss apeared but the boy chasing the man did not, he infact was now chasing the girl with a gun!!! eek run hunny. She was now walking along a narrow walk way above the sewege waste-like river. He shot her, the bastard. She fell into the sewer and iniated a new dream, all about her no less. Geez bitch let me have my own dreams will you? Anyways it turns out that in this new dream she was BUFFY THE VAMPYRE SLAYER woot woot. Sadly I don't remember the rest of my dream. I only remember that for a vague few moments of the dream I actually got to be a charector in it!!! it was fun, I was with someone and they kept trying to act like they were my master just because we were in love. Which is wierd because i'm single in RL. anyway she opened the door and then Angel from the show (when he was young in RL, not after he got all old and nasty grimey looking) appeared and they started talking about stuff like, you love me, but you can't and blah blah blah, just like in the damn show!!! fuck Sarah Michelle Gellar, freaking whore wont let me have my own dreams. If you must invade my dreams, atleast dream about hot people so I can watch will you?
Random notes I wrote while I was writing so I wouldn't forget:
(pokemon fight)
(summon the dead king back to life, kill the dead king.
(dream wars, dream jealousy.)
(death, old man, wierd faction, leades to gooey swamp, leads to buffy the vampire halucination.)
After going back to sleep an hour later from waking up to post journal hehe.
I woke up in my room again. It was another lucid dream heh. I walked over to my door, I had the intent of creating a door to my subconcious, but I got sidetracked my mirrors, damn shiny objects. so then I went out hte door, but it was the bathroom, which granted is attached to my bedroom in RL, but the door I went to wasn't supposed to be to the bathroom, in RL it leads to the hall.
Oh well, a commonly hated word around LD'rs like myself. anyways, so the bathroom upon my realizing this turned half away into the hall, as the left side of my vision was now open to a hall, which lead to my high school cafeteria. On the right was a door handle sticking out of a, not a door but a wall could you believe it? I couldn't, but I opened the wall anyway and stepped inside for a second to see my mother and her husband sleeping. I walked away and went towards the cafeteria. At this point I again focused on what my task was, which was to create a door to my subconcious. I am hoping to see if a dream can effect reality, which if it can, could be very productive for me. Anyway it came up as a vault door, I tried to write the letters "will" on it but it just came out saying "I don't mind" lol wtf is that? oh well it then turned into a latter when I tried to open it and I woke up becuase I got to pissed!!!
Sunday, July 8, 2007
July 7th, 2007. 4 dreams lucid, one not
/sigh I woke up this morning and my dreams were so clear I put off writing them, that was 2 hours ago and i've forgetten them. But I do remember that 4 of them were lucid, and 1 was not.
One of them had to do with school, another with something other than school.
the one with school had something to do with a dog picture that eveyrone in the class got but I didn't. And that is all I remember sad right?
One of them had to do with school, another with something other than school.
the one with school had something to do with a dog picture that eveyrone in the class got but I didn't. And that is all I remember sad right?
Introduction
Hello everyone, my name in RL is Fred Rodd. But I usually tend to use names along the lines of sandform/sandman when doing things inconsistent with the real world. No not magic you dorks, I am a tech junkie so sue me, EQ FTW!!!
Anyways this is now my dream journal. My dreams are going to be pretty vague at first I imagen. Sorry.
Ok well see you guys agaiin later, my myspace is www.myspace.com/fred_rodd
Anyways this is now my dream journal. My dreams are going to be pretty vague at first I imagen. Sorry.
Ok well see you guys agaiin later, my myspace is www.myspace.com/fred_rodd
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