Damn you schema

I was on the beach, and I summoned someone to make out withwe made out on the beach with the waves coming in, it would be dry, andthen wet, I figured I would do this because someone on DV recomended it.I then decided to go somewhere else, so me and my partner for the time beingwent off to explore the dream world, first running, but then that was too slowand there was a cliff I needed to be on top of, so I lifted my partner to the topof the cliff. I then found a locked building with glass doors. A janitor was outsidethe glass doors, and I guess he was also a guard since he told me he could openthe doors, but didn't want to or he would get in trouble. So I told him itscool, I can get through the doors too. I suppose I could have opened the doorswith my dream ability, since I created it, but I decided to try to go through them,you see they were made of glass and in one of my other dreams I had previously not been ableto do this, at firs I thought about smashing them, but I remembered that thatwas my recourse last time and I didn't want to have to do that again. So, I lifted myhands and made sure to make it through the window. However the first few times I could not make it through the door, I remember in actual quotation what I said"Damn schema." (schema is a term in leberges book about lucid dreaming, referingto the state of mind which sets the parameters for you dreaming world, such as being able, or not bein able, to walk through walls.) After my fourth try I was able tomake it through and got to the other side, however there was a man and two nuns in the room that wanted to give me trouble, so I pointed at the old man, onlyintending to make him go to sleep, but the other two were effected as well,only into the fact that all of them fell asleep, gently falling to the floor.I then raced up stairs where my partner had ran. There was a black man and womanwho were arguing, they had shot my partner...<<>>I removed the bullet with my dream power, whilealso using my dream healing power, and shot the bullet at the black man who had shot first. Then the woman started firing at me, so I turned every bullet she shot againstherself. Then I started to wonder if this was worth the trouble of wasting a lucid dreamon, that is when I realized that there was a task of the month to do! I summoned a doorfrom the ground, and unlike my previous doors that I had been able to summon, itwas already a portal (a path way with a visible area that I would be headed) to theplace I Wanted to go, it was the beggining of a bridge to DV, however it looked like a game selection menu, it had start select, etc on it. I ran into the door, and walkedalong the bridge, my light walk turned into a quick paced run very fast, and I found it washarder to control my speed than it was at first, but I wanted to be able to describe my adventure to thoseat dream views, so I tried to slow down when I saw words floating in the air. Unfortunatelyfor me, I could not read all of them, they were a list of words like this.
XXX
XXXXX
XXX

And at the top of the words were the words, "I lith dies"after getting that much from the words they dissapeared, there were many otherspots on the way to the final destination that had words, but every time I tried to read themthe words would dissapear too quickly, even though they were crystal clear written.So I found my way to the bottom of the bridge where I found a tree that the bridge was tiedto. It turns out the bridge was actually a ribbon. The land I found wasn't exactly the cityof marvalous buildings I had been expecting...it was a dark and dreary dank hollowground where many trees that looked like they were dieing were planted. There were smallislands scattered around the land, where the trees were planted, not much unlikethe tree I had just gotten down from after walking on the bridge. At the end of the ribbon, I discovered after getting down from the tree, was red. I touched the ribbon, and it becameloose. However, it was so tight before becoming loose that the fact that I was holding ontoit with a firm grasp made me go whirling about wherever the ribbon was tied to. (Like twirling a shoe lace in your hand, and i'm the aglet) Well, I guess my brain is an moron, causeinstead of flying off back to wherever the heck the beggining of the ribbon started, I went circling around the tree which makes no sense. I then fell off onto the ground...flying off onto one of the nearby island, barely not landing into the abyss (which had replaced the water) At which point I did a happy dance, and then accidently fell myself. <<>>
I then went straight into another dream, not losing my lucidity.it was some old fashiony place. I was a woman but I knew it was a dreamI didn't realize that I wasn't woman in real life though... I was told therewas a witch in town making everyone dissapear. I was like hahaha (in my head) the witch is probably me. I then tried to see if I had that power, and I didfirst their eyes would turn grey (they were under my spell) then if I continued to use my magic they would dissapear. Then after coaxing some guy out of his horse (and for some reason a goat) I was pulled into another dream that I didn't feel it was mine. It didn't feel like it was...and there was a guy there, who looked like that guy Pike off of
the movies "buffy the vampire slayer." He made some pun about his name, and
then a few seconds later I woke up.



Random notes:

"I lith dies"(there were some more words here.
(side note: I don't remember when, or exactly why, but I rememberasking some people who were made out of bees to sting me soI could get something out of somebody, however, after they started askingme questions, and then aggreeing, I realized they would die if they stung me,I told them wait, wont you die if you sting me, and they said yes, and I said,well never mind then I don't need you to sting me. Then I was on my way.)
(also had a dream about being able to record dreams.)

There are no friends in this game.

I was serving food at some rinky dink mall plaza when I heard someone mention a specific type of food. He came over to my restuarant and continued to inquire about this food. I told him "I have jelly XXXX but if you really want good ones, go to XXXX." I then showed him what I had , and put them on the counter, without a plate. I then picked it up and took a bite saying, "its not the best, but if you wanna try some to be the judge yourself be my guest."
He then looked at me as if I were crazy, the counter was full of germs, eating something that had touched it would be disgusting to him. I grabbed a paper towel and wiped up the mess left by the food. I carried a conversation with this man, he let me know he was from "White Castle" a fast food restaurant I had heard about from a movie a long time ago. I told him, "That is a good restuarant are you upper management?" When he replied he said, "I work with millionairs everyday." He then had an urgency to leave to take care of a client in limo outside...her name was enma. After he was gone I was on my way out when a worker from another store stoped me and asked me something, I ended up going home with her, and oddly enough it didn't take anytime to get there. =P. Anyway, once there I had the need to go to the restroom, I asked her where I could go, and she led me to a dark corridoor where I found the restroom. While I was in the restroom, I looked at the edges of the door, and there were fingers coming in through the bottom. I then went out and spoke to the woman I was with asking her why she was doing this, she made up some excuse and asked me why I was so scared, I responded, "I'm just a kid, i'm alone, and I don't now this place, its new to me." anyway later on some chick attacked us with a japanese girl. This girl fired staples at the first woman...then the girl and the second woman disapeared, leaving behind a movie showing that the Japanese girl had been tortured by the first woman I was with. Shortly the second woman and Jap girl showed up again. The second woman stabbed my hand into the first womans face and I had the worst pain freaking ever. I tried to remove the sharp thing she had stuck in me, but it wouldn't budge, so I tried to break my hand out of the sharp thing. I actually saw the hand being destroyed, dead flesh, blood, and omg the pain yeeash. I was like "I thought we were friends." and the bitch who had just stabbed my hand into her head was like, "there are no friends in this game."
Some other stuff happened but its not really accountable.

Zombies, and nightmares.

Well my friends here we are again, another depiction of my dreams. This time I woke up to be myself once, and woke up to watching a movie once or twice as well.

Well its worth noting, before I was in my first lucid dream tonight, which btw I had =). I was in a regular dream, in which I was playing a very different version of Fable. My brother was with me, but he wasn't playing. I also was playing different music on my computer, since I hadn't thought about remembering the lyrics I can't write them down, but I will remember from now on to try to remember music.

Anyway, after my non lucid dream, I had my lucid dream. It was an odd on this time. The dream started out as if it wasn't a dream. I could feel things were different than they should be. I made a point of thinking to myself "this is not a normal dream, it feels more like I am thinking about it, and imagining it than it being reality. The dram was about me being with the two twins from Zack and Cody, we were walking up flights of stairs with their managers. I of course by now was lucid, and was trying to get away from the manager, as I felt he was oppresive. I started out by trying to expand an area of the dream scene so that I could run into it, but that failed, as I was only able to expand it littel bit. Then I thought about the old saying about how you could draw a hole in a dream and theoretically crawl through it. So I decided I would go through the wall by going through a mirror. Rather than phasing through it I decided to try to open one of them, which lead to the other room. When I opened it I found a small tunell of mirrors. Each mirror needed to be opened as well, like a door. I used my TK powers in my sleep to open them, there were about 6 or 7, once the last was open I used my TK to push the mirrors through. I didn't want a lot of noise so when the mirrors fell, I used my dream power to freeze them in the air (even though I couldn't see them) before they fell. I then pushed one of the twins through the new path way as well, and when he crawled through he jumped off of the edge as well, so I froze him in air too so he wouldn't get hurt. I then crawled through the path and made my way down. I asked him about what happened to him when he jumped out, and he said that he had been frozen in air, as if gravity didn't work, just like I had intended. Then he proceeded to have his clothes dissapear untill all that were left were red speedo, or tightywhitey-looking underwear. Once all that was left of his clothes aside from his last article of clothing were left, he dissapeared, leaving only the underwear behind. I then felt myself losing control of the dream visual. I read somewhere that "spinning" in my sleep can cause you to return your dreaming attention, and so I spun. And it worked! It is supposed to usually make you leave your current dream, and be spun into another one, sometimes losing lucidity, but all it did was cause me to keep myself asleep, and make the vision come again. I was alone, but not for long. I was attacked by Marge Simpson, but she had no eyes, and she had green hands, then she was replaced by Maggie Simpson, who also had the same affliction. Eventually they were gone though. Now that I was alone, I walked to a window. In this window I looked out. The world was dark, as if it were midnight or something. I couldn't see even an inch out of my dream world's window. So I decided to make it day =). I used my hand and spun my arm in a circular motion, as I made night turn to day. The only problem was, it turned more of a morning light, not quite full day brightness. The reason for this being there was pretty much alot! of fog in the sky. I then proceeded, due to my new found ability to see with the light I had created, to look out the window. Upon looking out of the window I found that I was on a very high floor of a hotel. Maybe an appartment. Below me were desolate looking grounds, full of dead trees, and poor grey dirt. That seemed to be the theme of my dream, anything that was possible of being gray or black, was grey or black. I am assuming this is because that is the type of scene I would associate with the type of dream I was having. After further inspection of the scene I found there was a road, and across this road was an endless span of graves, with tombstones that were very large, almost as if they each had mozoleums (however you spell it.) for every dead person. I wanted to read some names on them, maybe even dates of death, but I was to far away, however I did read somewhere, from that distance, the numbers 1947, and 1914 on the sides of some words written inbetween, which I do not recall what they were, I did not read them. I then decided, because I had read somewhere that many people have dreams with lines or doors that they are not allowed to cross, or they will have very bad consequences, not to go past it. I tried to phase through the window, and flight out, but I could not. The mirror felt physical. It was odd, I had been able to phase through doors, walls, and many other things before, yet I could not do such a simple task? Oh well. I broke through the window, and then found myself swinging from side to side accross the windows, watching people inside each time, they seemed like a resistance group of some sort, they were all plotting something, each with their smaller groups, but I assume they were a part of eachothers ultimate goal. I then looked out and saw what they were rebelling against. There was an army of skeletons in black armore lead by two other dead people riding horses in the lead of the armies march. They were on the road. I flew above them, and used my dream powers to destroy as many as I could but they were endless, and seemed not to care about me using my powers to blow them up. I used a bolt of electricity from my hands, which would sustain itself connecting them to me from a distance untill they were blown up. I landed on the ground and then continued to try to do it, however I was then rushed by an even larger army of ZOMBIES, who unlike the skeletons, wanted to eat me. I used the same tactic on them as I did the skeletons, in fact I did it while fighting the skeletons, one hand towards the skeletons, one on the zombies. I shouted "Live" and "Die" to them as I tried to destroy them. But the zombies were more resillant than the skeletons, they were overpowering me. I tried to fly away but my flying powers couldn't work. I would jump, and they would not work. On my third try or so, I could fly again, but the zombies grabbed my feet and pulled me down, I was able to break free once, but the second time I was not so lucky. However, I did have one fortunate case, a man, who I had never seen before, he attacked the zombies holding me down, and I was able to flee. About two seconds after I was safe I had a false awakening. I went to the balcony of the hotel I was staying at, and spoke to Orihema, I cartoon charector about how I had a horrible nightmare. It was the one I spoke of. I started out saying, it was a GREAT lucid dream, but then I had nightmares in it. However the nightmare wasn't that horrible. Since I knew I was dreaming, the monsters didn't scare me that much. Keep in mind I was still scared, I mean lucid or not, it is a very graphic thing to see.

Anyways I had another dream after that but I spent so much time describing my previous ones that I couldn't remember it anymore when I was writing this.

Theres a bomb on the plane.

It seemed to be a classroom of a sort, there were rows of seats, many squesed by eachother filled with people, with a narrow passage way in the center of the rows for walking. There was a discrepency between the person I had assumed to be the teacher, but it was odd, they were seated as well, and not facing the students. The conversation carried on between the teacher and student. "I want you to say I was late."
"But you were obviously not late, ever. You have a perfect record, infact I'm recomending you for more time due to your outstanding performance."
The conversation continued, the student wanted to be sent out of the room it seemed to me. My view panned to the front of the room where the teachers were, there was a computer screen. The computer screen seemed to be having a count down. The time started at...44:49 minutes. Suddenly, as if someone had just realized, a passenger screamed out, "theres a bomb on the plane." People started flooding out of the plane. Which is what it was. What I had mistaken to be a classroom was actually an airplane. I was then thrust into the dream as one of the passengers. I was trying to get off when I realized that their might be other people on the plane who hadn't heard that there was a bomb. I ran throughout the plane searching for people left behind. The first passenger I found was a kid. He was asleep in his seat I woke him up and told him to get out. He agreed after I told him there was a bomb. I then continued down the plane looking for passengers. I was surprised how many children there were, there had to be atleast six children that were left alone on the plane. It occurs to me now that that wouldn't make sense, most children must fly with parents, or are taken care of by flight attendents. Either way I went to rescue the last set of children, it was a little girl and boy asleep together. I woke the girl up first, then the boy. The girl ran off as soon as she was awoke, and the boy did too, but I stopped the boy for a second to ask, "is there anyone else here?" The boy said, "No, maybe chris." At which point the dream view panned to some curtains where it seemed someone was hiding. It seemed to me that the person he was speaking of was sinister. I ran with the boy, him lagging behind me, I suppose he was a slow runner. Once off the plane we were in the walk way that protracts, and retracts to meet planes, we saw our path way closing. It seemed someone had close it, but once I got close enough to it, it started to open. On the other side stood a woman, it seemed I was friends with her, or knew her from somewhere, before. She was the one operating the gateway. I proclaimed to her, "Oh my god, your my savior." In a thankful tone. She then started to close the gateway again, but the little boy hadn't made it yet, which she then saw, and quickly opened it again.
She the told me that once off the plane she had got text messages from the previous children I had awoken. They were telling her they were afraid or something. Anyway we then spoke about when the bomb was going to go off, she said "Well we can never really know when it was going to go off." Seemed to me we would probably already be in the air by the time the bomb would have gone off.

There were some other dreams. Pointless ones about spider rocks, a dog that looked like a pig. Me wanting to be a fire fighter. Me wearing my old boy scout uniform and etc.

Harry Potter Lucid.

Ok, so I had a lucid dream last night...I hadn't hd one in three or four days, so this is neat.

Well...I had various other dreams, but the dream that triggered my lucidity was when I was in my bed and well, for about 3 dreams I was trying to become lucid, I kept on trying to provie to myself that I was dreaming. It is rather difficult "sometimes." Well, during one of my dreams I was in a car driving when someone tried to slit my wrists and kill me. At this point I realized I was dreaming and flew out the front window. As I was flying around I found a caravell, or whatever you call those little structures with a dome on the top near parks and stuff. On this structure was harry potter and voldmort fighting eachother. I went over there, completely ignoring voldmort, talking to Harry. I then saw another structure, which just had regular people on it. I went to see these people. There were so many of them, yet it seemed like alot of them looked alike. I asked why it was exactly that there were so many of the ones that look alike. The dream person responded, and I forget exactly what it was it responded with. I then responded heh, its cause I want different people to talk to.

And thus I woke up, in my bed. In real life.

Fused cars.

I don't remember much, it really just dawned on me this moment the dream.

Well lets see. It started out there was some kid in a house by a window. His father showed up, but no one knew it was his father. He jumped out the window to meet him, and off they went to do something in the dream that I don't remember.
So after this dream I went to the store to wash my clothes. When I went inside it was rather annoying. I was behind three people, and they were all trying to stuff. I finally gave up since the guy infront of me wanted to do his loads in very short portions. I think he was afraid of getting his clothes colors to blend. So I went outside only to find people jumping on my car from a long distance away. I walked over to the group of teenagers doing this, only to my dismay to find certain people that I know there. I didn't want to talk down to them... So I turned my attention to the only person who actually jumped on "my" car, they were doing it to many. I told him it wasn't very nice to jump on peoples cars, nor was it polite. So after that I went back to my car, only to find that their senseless jumping had caused it to fuse with another car next to mine. At this point another person had found the car as well...it was the owner of the car that fused with mine, we both quickly tried to open the doors to the cars with our keys. I was first inside, therefore had the rights to the car, even though we had a bit of a race to the "driver's seat" once inside. after that we both were in the car while I drove. However, as we drove something happened, and I asked her if she would mind me doinga u-turn, since there was oncoming traffic. She said she didn't mind. I sped up, and slid on the breaks, and turned the car. once we had became stable we were on our way down the road. However once we were going, a storm came, it was a storm that was supposed to kill anyone that got picked up in it, or atleast it was true that people were never seen again after the storm engulfed them.

• Uh, wierd eq thing where I had to be turned into a gobby to lower my lvl to play, but I kept having RL things pull me away from the computer causing my char to afk alot, untill finaly the game crashed and I got a specialized message for it.
• Boy in house by window, he talked about things with father, about how he wasn't who he thought he was and was supposed to be doing something.
• Uh...Had a sequence with miranda/elayna in which I was on my computer reading something and they wanted something about it.
• was in store to do luandry, but gave up when this one guy wanted his loads to be put in differently, and there was only one washer.
• went outside of store with washer and found people jumping from a distance onto my car. I then went up to them to talk about how they shouldn't be jumping ontop of my char, because it was making my car and another car push together.
• Eventually the cars fused together, some womans pink car, and my ratty car. A storm came.

Most of this stuff fell of the back of a train...

Just thought that sounded like a good title
Ok, so while I had many dreams that went with this one, I only feel like saying a small portion of it because I am THAT bored.


I started ou in a city, walking along minding my own business, when I saw this woman, I started chasing after here, I wanted to ask her something. She ran towards the other side of the building which in big red letters read along an upper portion of the building something along the lines of "Universal intergrated comunnists" or something. All I know is communist was in the words, and it was something along those words. Anyway when I caught up to her she said something like.
"I'm running cause they are after me for being different!"
I was like. "isn't that a little hypocritical? Your a COMMUNIST lol, that is too funny!!!" I then had the distinct feeling this was something from that stupid old show Sienfield or however you spell it.
She then proceded to head inside and laugh with all her communist friends about me saying that, I guess I missed the joke. They were wearing make up like a clown, and she had placed some on her face by then too I guess. I then kept running and running, just going around wherever in the city untill I ran across a mexican mariachi band, actually more than one. Anyway I kept runing untill I found an elevator, I got inside, and when I walked out of the elevator, I was in a tunnel. The problem was, I was trying to navigate through this tunnel, but the elevator was gone. Before me stood an awe inspiring and frightful radiance of a tunnel. The floor and walls seemed to be oozing with energy inside of them. They were multicolored, but had an over turned form of green along its walls, second strongest was yellow, and i'm quite certaint there were more colors than just that. I think I started out walking, but I only remember floating. I tried to find my way out, but I got too turned around. I wouldn't have gotten turned around if it weren't for the fact that gravity was getting wierd such that what was once above my head was now to my side, while I was still level with whatever was below me, I had lost track of which side of the tunnel was below me first, along with the many different pathways I had taken, I was utterly lost. I stumbled upon a large baby in my pathway, it wasn't blocking it, but it was most deffinately there. It seemed as if it was part of the wall, and I had the distinct feeling that it was trapped. I felt like it wanted to die. It had been trapped there for such a long time it would rather not live than be trapped there any longer. I was comforted to myself that even though I was trapped, I could still gate back to my bind point. ( I guess I got confused and thought I was playing everquest lol) I moved along and moved along untill it seemed like the tunells turned to water, at least I think they did. I could no longer breathe, but along the side of the wall there was a key, and two slots, it was already inside one slot. I tried to turn the key but it hurt really bad. I had the distinct feeling, or maybe I heard a voice, that said if I turned the key, my memory in the real world would be better, it took me three times to work up the courage to turn the key all he way. Once the key was turned all the way energy was released in a connected string of spherical objects. I went of the item in the middle of the straight link, because it seemed to be the largest, and grabbed it, once I did this I was torn into a dream of some other place, it seemed I was having a dream from a fictional charector. She was lucid, lol. So she did whatever the hell shed wanted in her dream, then I was in a another dream where I was someone else who had been dreaming about her, and then they asked if they were dreaming, someone responded, "why yes of course you are." At which point he tried doing what she did, but failed. At which point he same person who responded was like, "hahaha, I was lieing." or something along those lines.


Oh Oh Oh before I forget...there was a scene in my school cafeteria...but it wasn't a normal scene. and before that there was some thing where I was talking to someone and they were like going out with this chick who had money, and I was like hey guy, you know your like her bitch right? and he was like, who cares money!!! $.$

War, vivid dreams, and the human condition.

A movie view again 3rd person inpersonal. It was a war scene, something I would imagen looked like the war scene beginning in "saving private ryan." One of the men on the side I assume would be the side I would have been on, had I been in the dream, accidently activated one of their bombs that was to massively distructive to be used as close as it was. The troop decided that two of the men (one fo them the one that activated it) would take the bomb far enough awy that it would no hurt any of the men. So, the two men took the bomb to the edge of a cliff and pushed it off the side. They watched it as it exploded from afar. One of them hung off the edge, grabbing on to the tree, and the other turned to leave. As he turned to leave, he accidently knocked the tree hanging charector off the edge of the cliff, where he fell to his death. Upon the realization that he was the cause of the boys death, he jumped off the edge to his own death.

At this point in the dream I was about to come into play. As the view of the scene panned over the corpses of the two boys, it panned out further and showed the decaying bodies of many other comrades and enemies along the shores they were on. It then changed into a burning funeral...or whatever you would call it when people burn their dead symbolicly. It was a hawaiian woman, of about 20 or more years. She was surounded by hay, and was then lit on fire. As this happened, I awoke in a body that was not my own form. Blood was dripping from my nose, and I was in the pressence of what seemed to be a hawaiin-like spiritualist. He said something along the lines of "dream good, and let it be whimsical." /end dream

There was another dream in which I was lucid in the beginning that I don't feel much need to describe. It started out lucid, I was doing what I like, then a friend of mine said that another friend of mine was leaving EQ on christmas...but then described it as august 3rd... /end dream

After a while of being awake, I then fell back into sleep. I hadn't realized I was asleep because my dream started out in my bed. I felt this intense feeling of being pushed on by a gravitational force much greater than normal. I then started to speak to myself, and heard responses X.X...but it was from my own internal voice. Or I should say...I would say something, and then a voice would say back to be in my own voice an answer, or anything else that it might have to say. I then decided that I HAD to be alseep to experience things like this, so I got up. When I got up, I had the fierce feeling of great power, and while i never saw it, I had the impression that my eyes were red, and had he whole "spinny" eye efect like hypnotised person might feel. I went to my living room, and felt like it was a dream, except it was all WAY to vivid to be a dream. I then tried to use my dream powers, but I had no effect over the world around me. I then tried to prove to myself it was a dream, by looking around for things different in the dream world than in real life. I guess I should have known right away it was dream, since nothing was the same as it was in real life. But it is hard to distinguish stuff like that when your dreaming. I then went to my room trying to find something that was out of place...even though there was a multitude of things different about this room than my real room, I only noticed the fact that there was a clothes basket that wasn't there (even though in real life I don't have one of those here). At this point after noticing that my walls were windows, I woke up.

I had another dream, that was completely lucid all throught out...but i'm gonna bullet point it.

• I saw Mr. Spock and grabbed him before he could beam out.
• I saw a t.v. show about "star" fighting, which gave me an idea.
• I told Mr. Spock to come with me next door where we would fight other pairs of two people
• I kicked the ass of 4 other people, while Mr. Spock looked upon me in amazement lol.
• I then decided that it wasn't all that right to be hurting the people in my dreams by wrestling with them...so Mr. Spock came with me to sit on my apt. stairs and watch around
• Dialogue between me and Mr. Spock, who now lost his pointy ears, and he really old lookingness, such that I figured I couldn't call him Mr. Spock anymore.
• "I am going to just sit on these steps for the rest of this dream."
• "Ok." (while I was trying to move the clouds with my mind.)
• We then began to speak about him. "Do you remember the dreams I've had?"
• "No."
• "Do you remember the dreams that you've been in?"
• "Yes."
• At this point he began to meld into anything he touched with a green scalyness. "I'm turning into a lizard again." he said.
• Some little girls came out and I remember and old dream that I had where I was like the crazy evil ruler. It was a shameful dream, I was a very scary person in that previous dream, and I only remembered it for the first time when I was in this dream.
• I blew cold breath on the lizard scales that were on the wall.
• then a queen came out who wanted the ability of cold breath, so I gave her a ring that would let her do it.
• Some time around this point I guess I woke up. I don't remember much past it.

I also had a dream when I woke I found my brother in bed with two women, and they were all naked X.X.

Black momma!

Friday

My family and I were going on a long drive. We had just grabbed some gas, and were about to be on our way, when someone suggested we needed to go to the store to get some food for the trip, so off we went. Once inside the store, my mom turned into a black woman...she still acted like my mom, but she was black instead of white, and looked different physically as well. I tried to explain to her that she was white, not black, I even went so far as to demand that she give me her drivers license to prove that it said white not black on it. Unfortunately, where it said "hair" "eye" and "skin" color, it just gave numbers, and under skin it was ".50".
I then had to use the restroom so I went to the restroom, but the restroom was full of people going to sleep or something, so I had to leave. I then went outside, but was trapped because people were having a wedding in a little station they had set up, so I had to find my way out. I then went to go steal some candy, but the cops found me, and my eyes started going blurry, so I was finding it hard to run away from them, I ran all the way to some creek, where the cop tried to tussle with me, but I ended up accidently pushing her ot the edge of teh terrain, and I tired to help her up, but she fell into the water, and was trapped underneath some barrier, then monsters came to try to kill her, because I had tried to summon them to save her, lol, and I had to jump in to save her, I turned in to a water monster myself to do this, but when I got to her, she wasn't their, I assumd monsters had carried her off down the tunnel, so I let outa horrible wail into the tunel to pull out the monsters. I had already fought a whole mess load of monsters, so its good for me that I woke up at that point, I was starting to get tired.

A giant cat.

Wedensday

(first lucid dream in a week!!!)
So my dream starts out I'm a little kid again...I think. It was a little kid to say the least. He was talking to an old man, who I guess was his granddad about how he wanted to hook his game up, but he had to wait for his mom to get home because she was the only one who could twist the ends of the wires right to fit the T.V. because the T.V.'s plugins were broken, in essence his mom would have to niggar rig it. Any way his uncle comes in and is like, oh its ok you can just take control of this bigger t.v. over here, it isn't broken. So that is what he decides to do. But somehow I started having control of the dream, and I walked over to the door that lead outside of the appartment that the scene was taking place in. I peered over to the streets to see a long stretch of remarkable cute kitty cats in the street. The only problem was that they were cars instead of cats, they had wheels on them to move them haha. So I turned back around fairly quick to tell the grandpa guy that it was funny that their were Kitty-Cat cars in the street, when I suddenly realized that that meant I was in a dream, at which point I instantly set out to do something, and I will go no further into detail as in waking life right now I have to go to an airport back to Texas, Yeeehaww! FUCK FLORIDA FEROCIOUSLY!!!!

You can not live without your heartbeat.

Wedensday.

I started out running from something. Or not really running but secretly avoiding so that I might watch them. It seemed a witch was after me, and wanted to do some sort of harm to me. I had hid in a house that reminded me somewhat of a hall of mirrors, in essence it felt like it was meant to create the same eerie feelings, however there was no mirror. Outside this house was a vast amount of hills for which to run through as well...Or I should say mounds that of the like in a place you might play paintball. I was discovered in the walls I was hiding in, and now I do not remember what happened next.

The next thing I remember was watching from omniscient view my appartment. Now, however, it was not my appartment but that of a teen, possbile in their 20's blonde female. She tried to turn on the lights but they were broken, and her room remained dark, and unmanagable. Then a brunette woman of the same age appeared. I had the distinct feeling that this brunette woman's name was jean`ette, however you spell it. As the blonde woman wanted to go outside, I had the distinct feeling that Jean`ette did not want the blonde to leave, ever. The blonde made her way to out the door, however it seemed she could not move. She was paralyzed. I tried to become a part of her, to help herself to will herself free, but it was of no use, she could not be free. Jean`ette seemed to be an evil pressence, she desired the blonde to be with her, forever. The blonde then became afraid, she was on the stairs and still in the door way, one foot out the door I suppose would describe her. With jean`ettes hold, the blonde could not be free, and she was afraid she would soon fall of the ledge to her demise. Jean`ette made a deal with the blonde, if she would give herself to jean`ette, then the blonde could be free. They shared a kiss, it felt evil. Upon this kiss jean`ette ripped the blondes head off and put it in a closed glass bowl. The blonde was alive but without the capability of speach. Jean`ette looked at the blonde with a seemingly strong about of despise. She seemed to be disgusted at the blondes desire to be alive, and how the blonde missed the feeling of life. "You could not live without your heartbeat." Jean`ette proclaimed, seemingly saying that the blonde longed for her heart beat to return, because she desired it so, and jean`ette could never feel this herself, ever. Perhaps her disgust was because she felt the same desire as the blonde...atleast in the beginning of her existence. Soon the blonde was able to take the form of her body again, and she tried her best to kill herself, to destroy all of her existence, she tried to accomplish this by throwing her brain away, destroying her existence entirely. After this I had no more dreams, I was awake in reality only.

July 09, 07

Tuesday

I awoke my bowling alley in my home town. Various bowling lanes were lined up against the walls, and be and another fellow were bowling. I had an obstacle in my way which he had not. The bowling computer was in my walking path to bowl, while his was free. He seemed to have a gutter ball when he bowled, and I hit seven pins. I tried to explain to him, I can not bow like this I have no room to walk and build up momentum. He seemed not to care, and I told him that he was being absurd, and I had to move over to a new bowling lane despite his valiant desire for me not to.

It seemed odd, but then I was in a new place. I was a toy of all things. Me and a few toys were standing on this area of land far above the world. I was a little bear of all things. Next to me stood a rat, a penguin, a bird, and I'm fairly certain another toy but it was standing behind me, and as of this moment IWL I am only using visual and audio representation to convey what happened, but in my dreams I have knowledge of what is happening reguardless of if I see it, unfortunately this awareness fades after I awaken, and I am only capable of rememberin that which I made a mental note of during sleep. We had a simple task, to jump off of the platform we were on, and work together not to die as we hit the floor. We were divided into three groups. One was the leader, who dictated where we would be. I was at first in the group in charge of giving us all a slower rate of fall... but it seemed as if a bear whirling a sock to create a helicopter just wasn't enough lol...well granted there was the bird who was going to help...heh. Oh well. So at this point I said, excuse me, but there is a penguin back there, I think he would help the bird better than a bear with a sock. At this point the leader aggreed, and I was moved to the back and the penguin got up further. The group was having doubts about actually doing this, jumping from so high, and on their own, and then after jumping finding eachother in the air, and the leader could tell. The leader jumped off, no warning, to force us to jump as well...if we didn't he would die
I jumped second, and never saw the other members of my toy group again, a side from the leader that is. I was in the air falling, fearful, but then I remembered that I had a parachute like item, that I had thought to small to do anything, but givin my teddy bear size it may have worked, so I used it and it did infact work. As I fell I looked for my group members, and my leader. Unfortunately I could not grab him. Fortunately however though, everyone must have been saved because various helium filled balloons floated up to us. Winnie the pooh even stopped by for a scene or too of us falling down to the ground. When I landed I became a boy in a family. We had a surprise for our mother/father. It was a dog (a lost dog, in this case it was beethoven from that stupid movie series) and we hid his location in a cake, however when the mother went to find the cake, she opened the present and it was a ps2 box....with instructions instead of a cake box. They were lead to the bathroom, where the dogg was taking a bath in the bathtub. after this I woke up.

I also had another dream...but I do not remember much of it. Only that people were being... killed off in a way...it was that they were responsible for their deaths. /sigh I really wish I knew but I don't.


After an afternoon nap, or during whatever....

I was watching a movie dream again.
I am afraid that the conditions weret poor in the room I watched. In total there were 3 people sitting at the poorly lit table. A man, a woman, and another man.
It seemed that two of the people were in binding, the woman in chains tied to the top of the table, restriciting movement, and the man in cuffs, along his wrists. The man was free to move his arms in a manor, while his legs were strongly tied with iron cuffs to his chair. It seemed that he was quite the conspirator, he was fiddling with iron needles that were from his cuffs. Moments that felt like eternity passed, like a heart beat caught still. Then, as if his courage were free, he quickly, and violently drove the first iron spoke into his capters neck. Yet this was not his last fit of violence. He drove the second spoke into his neck and watched as his abducter died. I felt the mans pain as he died. I felt the spokes driven into his neck, and his awareness was my own, though I did not know his thoughts. Perhap as you die, you have no thought.
At this point life switched, I was myself again. I was running along a road in my hometown and I passed my cousin. At this point...I could not tell that I was really asleep, in essence, but I had the inkling of sensation that I was. A car drove by. It was my mother and some others...I can't recall who they were now, but at the time I took note of who they were. I spoke to my mother, where I must have realized I was dreaming, and pulled out a map describing the various places we could explore if she like. I showed her mountains, I was thinking that they were perhaps in asia of some sort, as I had the feeling of "monk-like" status. Reguardless, the dream went on a bit, but when I switched locations via the map, I was once again watching the dream instead of actively being in it. The boy who had killed the man with the iron needles was again the focus of the dream. and the girl was there as well, I imagine, it was another blonde girl, but I never saw the first girls face. The dream started outside, but then quickly went into a gym, where the boy watched, embarresslingly, the girl play a sport. At the time I wasn't sure what sport it was, but it was made clear when he left, saying that he only came to watch here play soccer. The dream then changed again, and yet again I was watching a movie, with the same damn charector. Only now it seemed to me that the charector was in essence, me, but not. He was from another paralell universe in which I was him, and he was me, we shared the same "essence" I imagine. In fact there was a third party. It seemed that this boy was not the same boy as the first two...but through me he had knowledge of both my existence, and of the others existence. He was in what was represented to my mind as my old house, in which he was speaking to two people, a man and a woman who he had used to be in love with, but was no longer in a relationship with (it was perhaps the same girl as before). There were beggers outside of the house that they often were given relief from the two who lived in this house, the boy (who I now had vague control over his actions) went to give the beggers cans to sell for profit (coke can recycle places).
After this I can not remember what happened next.
Eventually I came to a river. It was a dark terrain...various scattered trees with poorly hanging leaves (as if they were old trees) covered the length of the sandy desert that was the plain around the river water. I jumped from the river (I was flowing along with this river, though there was no boat to support me) and opened a chest underneath the trees which had cards that I took out, they seemed to give me items, but I could not find them. a sword, a sheild, and some life I think was what they gave me. I continued down the river till I came to a town. This town was an odd place. It was as if everyone in this town had some sort of control over reality. I came to a point where there was a man making mischief (he seemed to be levitation the whole time during my encounter with him) However, for some reason I had the sensation that this town was real, and those who came here through their dreams had even more control over what could happen than those who lived there. I came to a fight with him till it came about a time when a crowd of onlookers surrounded us. They were hopeful that I could banish this man, as he was a source of constant havoc on the city. Atleast I felt this is what they hoped. I came to a point where I realized the only way to destroy him was to bring about something that would destroy everything in its path, and then stop it before it had a chance to do so. I pointed my finger towards the man who laughed, seemingly knowing that I was trying to cast fire at him. What he did not realize was my true intent, I think he could only understand my closest intent, and to feel any further down would be to overbearing for his mind. I cast a small dot of fire that floated to him like a fly, he of course found this humorous and then began to do something to attack me, little did he know that the bit of fire I cast towards him was to be turned into a black engulfing dark sphere that was to react extremely quickly to my order to become so. The moment it destroyed him, I had to stop it via freezing it, and then destroying its essence itself. The man was destroyed and I was soon gone from the dream world, and once again to be awake.

Perhaps I dreamed more but I do not recall, it is sad I know.

July 08, 07

Monday

I find myself gently falling asleep. I remember that I am falling asleep, and tha I wish to have this knowledge. Once I am fully asleep I am met by an underling of my world, that is to say my new dream world. In this world I was appearantly to be the leader of the pack so to speak. It seemed that it was taking place during egyptian times. Perhaps it was merely in an egyptian city, I have no clue. To tell the truth the place I awoke in was my room in the real world, the only difference being that there were no mirros in this dream room. (actually at about the point that I started writing the challenge I realized there was one mirror, but it was next to the door, and I didn't use the door to leave the room, so I really hadn't noticed it. The underling had very little to say to me. In fact his only purpose it seemed was to have a pressence, and in this pressence it was meant to make me keep to the story line of my dream, but I dismissed him myself, by this I mean I ignored him, I did not have the thought to actually banish him from the dream by making him dissapear. <<<<<<>>>>>>> At this point I remembered the challenge that the dream forums initiated for this month. Interesting actually I had never believed that I could actually MAKE a portal bud by god damn I did it! Well so to speak. I summoned a door from the ground, (an accomplishment I have done before and therefor understood why my portal didn't work the first time I did it, long before I ever visisted the forums.) the only problem is that every door I summon from the ground in my dreams is just that, only a door sadly, it leads to no where other than blank space that already existed in the dream. Fortunately for me, long ago I realized how to accomplish the task but never put it to use. But I am getting ahead of myself, I should describe my creation of the door. Unfortunately when creating the door, I had problems. In creation, once it was formed I could not seem to stop changing its form...but to say change is the wrong word, it was the same shape...only....the top would move and then the sides would move, and it would get shorter, taller, or fatter/skinnier. I took quite a bit of focus to stop making the door grow and ungrow. I should mention, for those of you trying to visualize, that this door seemed like an ancient greek pillar with a top and bottom, more than a door. Which unlike the one I tried to summon very long ago(looked like a broken down shed door lol), was very hard to control its general shap and form. Now that the door was created I had to make the empty space it encompassed into a portal (I.E. the part I figured out how to do a long time ago but never put to use). Using my hand I created an orb of pink energy. From this hand I projected the energy unto the door's empty space. Sadly I stopped short of the very bottom of the door, and I could very plainly see where the portal lead, however I would have to jump to keep my feet from falling off. I will cover where the portal lead further on ahead but for now, as I will be posting this in the challenge section, all you need know is that it lead to an Arabian market of some sort. <<<>>>> (Sadly I can not remember the order of time that I had done the second challange, I truly would like to believe I did them at the same time cause then I would feel uber, so I am writing as if I had. However in all honesty, all I remember about the second challenge is that it happened in the same dreamscape, and that the underling guy I spoke of was still there.) Now that the portal was created, before jumping into it I wanted to accomplish the other task, which was to summon a DV forum member to my dream. I accomplished this task sortof. Unfortunately for me a charector at dream forums (Alex) I had thought was a woman is actually a man. Even though I knew it was a man before I went to sleep it was still so hard driven into my mind the image of a woman that I summoned a woman to my dream instead of a man. I'm really sorry Alex I don't think of you as a woman I promise!!! She had black hair, it was rather long, but shor as well. Rather anime style honestly She was wearing a white top and had...um large breasts...not that I was noticing haha. She also was wearing a....well I would like to say thong but it was a rather odd thong to say the least. It had two handles, they were leather, they went along her thigh...like this. \_/ The slashing being the leather, and the line merely being a space between them. Connecting (and covering up her...uh lack of giblets) was a pink lace along her womenly area. At this point of looking at her (oh dear god I just realized as I was writing that when I summoned her, I sat down and started looking at her so I could detail her, the sad part is I only remember her thong lol), I suddenly thought of my own vanity, and peered to the left. <<<<>>>
I can not say that the mirror was there when the dream began, or if my vanity summoned it, but none the less it existed and served a purpose. I peered over to see what I looked like in my dreams. It was an odd appearance, the face was completely my own, nothing would be contrary to the reality proportion of my face. However in my body, it seemed that I had no stomache....well I should say I had a small one. My back was so close to the front that it seemed like my body was very little larger out (not the wideness you would see from frontal view that seemed like my normal appearance in real life) than the length of my spine. At this point I ventured out through the portal. Past the portal was an arabian market no less. I ventured to the right, and behind me, and spoke to a woman selling things. It turns out that in this dream world there were fights. I lose track of what happened from this moment untill the next, so for the sake of arguement lets say one way or another (via walking or teleportation) I was set into an odd arena.
The arena was made of a land mass inbetween two walls. It was a very deep hall, that I found odd that anyone could see us fight here. We threw out pokemon, and I got my butt handed to me in this fight since the only pokemon show I watched was like 6 years ago when I was 10 years old. At this point it was a cut scene and it was a woman in the audience surrounded by this old middle-aging men lol. She was apearently the one who was fighting me in the arena (she must have been teleported back, since I was teleported back to my room to face another "oppenent" of some sort i'm guessing) The middle-aging men were all fighting over her, since appearantly I was one of the foremost leading fighters in the dream realm (as that was what this was, not pokemon fighting, or arena fighting, but fighting by the standards of a dream reality, it just so happened we agreed upon pokemon fighting I guess) and her defeating me meant she was uber. Hehe, nasty old men. Back to me now. See how self centered I am?...my dream has to be all about me doesn't it? lol Ok so I'm teleported to a room right outside where the whole dream began. There is a mummy coffin and I open it and try to bring the poor dead fellow back to life. This act of kindness backfired on me, as he quickly turned on me, trying to kill me! I dealt with him harshly that is for sure. I gave him full life, and his bandages had been removed. Then I killed his sorry ass through him back in his coffin, turned him to dust, and closed the lid. After doing this I don't remember much. I was back in my room but Ithink I woke up and started a new dream.

Un lucid dream, boring because it wasn't about me!! Boo!!!!
I was in god mode, watching from the heavens so to speak. I saw her, and felt her emotion. She was watching an old man walke from his house, and felt an innate need to protect him from harm. Another man appeared and started to try to attack him. The girl must have had some sort of accompliss, but he was not a very strong charector. The girl moved silently down a ramp that lead to nasty waste river eww eeww eww!! lol. The old man diss apeared but the boy chasing the man did not, he infact was now chasing the girl with a gun!!! eek run hunny. She was now walking along a narrow walk way above the sewege waste-like river. He shot her, the bastard. She fell into the sewer and iniated a new dream, all about her no less. Geez bitch let me have my own dreams will you? Anyways it turns out that in this new dream she was BUFFY THE VAMPYRE SLAYER woot woot. Sadly I don't remember the rest of my dream. I only remember that for a vague few moments of the dream I actually got to be a charector in it!!! it was fun, I was with someone and they kept trying to act like they were my master just because we were in love. Which is wierd because i'm single in RL. anyway she opened the door and then Angel from the show (when he was young in RL, not after he got all old and nasty grimey looking) appeared and they started talking about stuff like, you love me, but you can't and blah blah blah, just like in the damn show!!! fuck Sarah Michelle Gellar, freaking whore wont let me have my own dreams. If you must invade my dreams, atleast dream about hot people so I can watch will you?

Random notes I wrote while I was writing so I wouldn't forget:
(pokemon fight)
(summon the dead king back to life, kill the dead king.
(dream wars, dream jealousy.)
(death, old man, wierd faction, leades to gooey swamp, leads to buffy the vampire halucination.)

After going back to sleep an hour later from waking up to post journal hehe.

I woke up in my room again. It was another lucid dream heh. I walked over to my door, I had the intent of creating a door to my subconcious, but I got sidetracked my mirrors, damn shiny objects. so then I went out hte door, but it was the bathroom, which granted is attached to my bedroom in RL, but the door I went to wasn't supposed to be to the bathroom, in RL it leads to the hall.
Oh well, a commonly hated word around LD'rs like myself. anyways, so the bathroom upon my realizing this turned half away into the hall, as the left side of my vision was now open to a hall, which lead to my high school cafeteria. On the right was a door handle sticking out of a, not a door but a wall could you believe it? I couldn't, but I opened the wall anyway and stepped inside for a second to see my mother and her husband sleeping. I walked away and went towards the cafeteria. At this point I again focused on what my task was, which was to create a door to my subconcious. I am hoping to see if a dream can effect reality, which if it can, could be very productive for me. Anyway it came up as a vault door, I tried to write the letters "will" on it but it just came out saying "I don't mind" lol wtf is that? oh well it then turned into a latter when I tried to open it and I woke up becuase I got to pissed!!!

July 7th, 2007. 4 dreams lucid, one not

/sigh I woke up this morning and my dreams were so clear I put off writing them, that was 2 hours ago and i've forgetten them. But I do remember that 4 of them were lucid, and 1 was not.

One of them had to do with school, another with something other than school.

the one with school had something to do with a dog picture that eveyrone in the class got but I didn't. And that is all I remember sad right?

Introduction

Hello everyone, my name in RL is Fred Rodd. But I usually tend to use names along the lines of sandform/sandman when doing things inconsistent with the real world. No not magic you dorks, I am a tech junkie so sue me, EQ FTW!!!

Anyways this is now my dream journal. My dreams are going to be pretty vague at first I imagen. Sorry.
Ok well see you guys agaiin later, my myspace is www.myspace.com/fred_rodd